Get the right point

This is all dedicated to all of us who love to judge people easily (including me).

Have you ever wondered how judging someone else's life will be so irritating? I mean, people change, nothing will be the same. So, any judgements will not last forever either. I am so crazily hate how people judge me and that's absolutely not true.

If you have some curiosity left about us, better ask it first. Don't left it questioning in your mind. Like you have to pay if you ask answer, so you don't wanna ask me first. What's the idea of being open? Yes, to make someone know about someone else life. So don't just sit there and feel all the curiosity. Better ask. Don't judge too fast if you don't really know.

It's not nice to be pointed at, isn't it?

A tribute to Steve Jobs

Steve Jobs finally faced his death on last Thursday morning (Indonesian time). I feel undoubtedly sad and I actually didn't expect at all, since some hours ago, Apple has just launched their iPhone 4s with Siri Technology that can recognize your voice command and do almost all of them. That was a huge punch in heart of all Apple's workers, I guess.

He actually inspires me lately, how to be someone who ever experience a great fall and then get back up again. He is adopted and dropped out from school. Wow. But his life plot made him finally survived and success! I really wanna give him some standing ovation. The longest one, I guess.

But, I lately found a picture that says " One Death, Million Cries. Millions Death, and No One Cries". I suddenly realized how many people out there who are suffered from hunger and waterless. Especially in Africa. Yet not every human exist really like to help or at least crying from them. Human nowadays would like to be sad for someone who's rich and popular better than they who really need it. I don't mean that Jobs didn't need it, but what I try to say is please give little people better attention. They suffer a lot than any other people have experienced. 

Farewell, Steve Jobs! Thanks for you inventions. Thanks for your macbook, iPod, iPod Touch, iPad, and else. I believe that you're gonna get a special place way up there. Keep inspiring!

Some webs.

As I grow up with technology and gadgets, I used to do browsing a lot like any other teenager do. Here's some website that I love to visit, even just for a second.

1. FACEBOOK.com!

Definitely love this. Who doesn't anyway? You can contact almost everyone, even your childhood neighbor or your kindergarten fellas. I find a lot of people from my old memories here. And it's fun. Go stalking someone life here too ;p

here's my facebook profile if you wanna check Mercia Berlian Anggara

2. Design.org

I love this site too. I get a lot inspiration from artsy people there. Hope i can get featured in there too someday. Amenamenamen!

an example of artwork. "No Way Out" by Eric Elms. 

3. Befunky.com

To me, it's a new photo editor website that I just tried. That's a pretty cool site, which offers you a lot of cool photo effect. Love the patriotic themes and pop art. 

here's the result. Ta-da!

4. Terselubung!

If you're an Indonesian, and you love something mystique or mystery stuffs, I suggest you to open this blog. Seriously, it's my source to satisfy my hunger of looking for some mystery cases. You can find a lot of stories and posts there. Not all of them are heavy stuffs, there are some jokes too. Just check it out by clicking the link!

5. We Heart It

This is a kind of bookmarking website that I just found accidentally months ago and since that time, I already browse and hearted a lot images. Keep saving them and making them as my inspiration.

Okay, since I don't really do browse, but from now I on promise will do some more and update this post soon.

This is officially a day for blogging! I actually have to prepare for my mid-term test on Wed, but I just wanna gimme some time to blog since I don't do a lot. Wish me luck for my mid-term test!

These days, I have such a bad hair moment in life. I wanna cut it a little shorter again, but I wanna keep it stay longer too, but really this is such a mess! I hope curling iron will save me in few days ahead. *amen*

I only tell you my recent life in this post. Yeah, me and my friends already decided to have a trip on next January and we are heading to THAILAND! Yeeeeeeyyy scream for happiness, laughters, and shopping (definitely can't be forgotten). but first, we all have to work so hard for our grades and future. Kinda sucks, but that's okay. I hope everything will be worth it.


Got some melancholics atmosphere since I miss a lot of my high school memories. Friends, teachers, lovers, and especially MEMORIES. Oh really, memories stay in our heart no matter what and someday there's always something dig it back again *like now*.

Also, I deeply think about "how unfair/fair this life be". I mean we are all not perfect, but why something we got less than anyone else. I mean like physical appearance (your hair, eyes, nose, mouth, teeth, body, etc) why can't we just keep it in a good condition like any other people could. So there will be no glasses, smoothing, etc. We were born the same, but really I don't understand how to keep it stay the same. 

Okay, that's all for tonight. I have to study and learn about my mid-tests, and take a bath too. If guys have an answer for my freakin' thought please please let me know! I hope to get some from you all soon. Leave some fingerprints here (since this is a blog and you all use our fingers to type). I would love to hear from you guys. Love! <3

It came over me in a rush

Okay, recently I am busy with my own thoughts. Kinda freak, yes I know. But I wanna ask you guys, "Have you ever feel like you going to fail and disappoint most of your lovely people around you?" like you can't do something well and the more you think about it, more upset feeling come to bomb you. BOOM!

I've been asking one of my friends actually. She said that that's so natural, she thought about it and everyone else does. But I still feel threatened, since I don't really get along with my uni life ( my drawing is suck, and I took Visual Communication Design Major). Okay, I admit that I better with concepting something, but not making it!! Aaaaa this thing is sosososo damn suck.

I don't even know what to do, I just keep thinking and comparing with anyone else which I know that's not allowed when you want to be success. but, I can't get this outta my mind. My mindset ruins me. hahahaha.

And lately, I think about my future too (since they're so related). I wonder who will I marry, or the exact question is "WILL I GET MARRIED?". Oh my God, I know I shouldn't worry about this, so I keep thinking if God wants me to marry and have my own family, than it will be. No need to worry or frightened. But, still I think a lot about that. Second, I wonder what kinda job that suits me well or I'm gonna survive. I know a lot of dropped out people out there and they're rich and success (like Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, and more). Well, I wish I could be one like them.

Inspiring :

This is so trueeee

They wanna say this to me!

Well, this post is so random anyway. I still don't have the solutions to share with. But if you guys get some, please please tell me by commenting this post, or else I could be dying. HAHA! A lot of thanks for reading this. I hope I can write some more progress soon! Love love love yaaaa!

mustard keeps attacking

Cliff Diving!

Inspired by +44 song. Here's my look!

Counting Down The Days

Well.... Today is Saturday and this is my last Saturday on my holiday. The fact is next Monday I am back to college. What a pity!

But still, I thanked to God for letting me havina another a good holiday with more good benefits too for me, indeed.

This week has been nice to me, just so you know. I spent most of these days by having fun and ignoring the world, also the truth that next week another CRAZY life is awaiting.

Going to have a greeeattt culinary week. ESP since I never done a lot of culinary stuffs lately. Going to outside the town to a little city named Tretes and ate a lot there. My friends ordered around 100 satays in a row. That's a huge number hahaha

This week, I got my new iPad 2 but dadda told me to share with my other 2 sisters. I bet there will be lot of conflict that about to happen hahah.

And yes, I need my slr too! Been dying for around a month thinking about it but still, don't really when I'm going to get it for real.

Still got HARRY POTTER's syndrome all around my mind. I admit that J.K. Rowling is a truly genius! superb! And now I'm reading her books start from the very first one.

Well, my holiday is super great too with a lot of shopping stuffs that I did when I was in Jakarta. But that makes my wardrobe so full yet I didn't know what to do if someday there's no more empty space for my stuffs. Hope my mom and dad will buy me another one :p

That's just a little about my holiday. What about yours? :D

Another experiment

Here I am. Hello Tuesday! Great to see you again :D

Today I've made another fashion photoshoot experiment, and as always I do it all alone with a little help from Tripod and self shutter. Silly? Yes, I am, but I don't care. 

Here are the result. I am still learning about editing photos with photoshop. Mine is still cs3 though. Anyway, don't blame me for different tones of those photos. Enjoy! Don't forget to leave comments :D

James Franco for Elle & Agyness Deyn

I know it's kinda late but still I want to post some Aggy's pictures that was taken by James Franco ( known as her boyfriend). Not spectacular but still I give my heart to those photos (since James Franco by himself took 'em for ELLE ;p)

Anyway, Agyness Deyn look so cool but still so gorgeous. Love these ones!

Denim Saves My Life, Everytime.

Another outfit for my photoshoot look.

For those...

For those who happy, let's share and never stop...
For those who feel lost, let's get up and find a way...
For those who abandoned, let's throw away your thoughts, because it's killing you...
For those who broken hearted, let's wipe your tears and smile because pain makes you stronger...
For those who feel ignored, let's forget the world and accept yourself first...
For those who want a happily never after life, just remind that forever is never exist...
For those who sick and dying, let's enjoy the rest of your life by doing something that you want to do since long...
For those who grateful, don't forget to pray and thank to God...
For those who want to get everything, just never expect and assume too much...
For those who already have everything, don't forget to share to them who have nothing...
For those who loved, enjoy your time because you'll never know when it truly stop...
For those who sick of everything, just remember that life is like a wheel, sometimes you up and sometimes you down...
For those who try so hard for become something/someone, just never stop, waiting will be worth in the end...
For those who think your problems are bigger than you can handle, just remember that there must be someone had already going through something worse than you...
For those who made mistakes, let's think that mistakes are great ways to know how to fix your wrong steps...
For those who having fun, just enjoy your time.
For those who inspiring people, never stop being a light for somebody else...
For those who need a shelter, just look for a true friend...
For those who complain everything, just stop for a while and think that everything is actually good.
For those who falling in love, love someone rightly and do your best, because you will never know the end.
For those who already satisfied with your life, never stop doing something to make everything better...
For those who questioning God, stop asking and just let Him go through your heart, then you'll find the answer...
For those who read this, I hope you understand that whatever you going through, there must be a way after those things no matter good or bad, just don't forget that everything happens for a reason that you might not know now, but later.

Color Blocks Sometimes Make Me Nerd

Weeks ago, I had a photo session with my girls and we decide to use 2 themes. One is color blocks and the other one is pure white, and of course we did wear white stuffs especially tops. Here's my outfit for the first theme. Hype me! ( still a newbie though, so I need your help :D)

 THANKS!

Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis

P.S. : all by myself ;p

Java Rocking Land - 30 Seconds To Mars

Yeah, 22nd of July 2011 was a war for us, echelon Indonesia! Our inspiration, 30 Seconds To Mars finally came to see us and perform here. I was sooo excited since I adore 'em and being so obsessed with their songs, artwork, and themselves, indeed.

The show begun at 00.45 a.m. That was exhausting because we've been waiting for so long. They sang 10+ songs including closer to the edge, the kill, kings and queens, from yesterday, alibi, 100 suns, and more. That night was AWESOME! They gave another cool performance here.

 Jared with flashlight

 I got this from a web

 SHANNONNNNNNN!

 SHANNONNNN AGAIN!

 Balloons "From Yesterday"

 Jared in Cute Pose ;p

 The Ticket

From Their Official site

If you guys don't really know 'em, I suggest you to download their songs esp. from their latest album, THIS IS WAR. And don't forget to check their MVs. Never ending coolness!! Keep rocking Thirty Seconds To Mars!!!!!

Me?

Hey everyone my name is Mercia. I'm here to start my blog all over again by deleting all my previous posts. Haha. Guess I've grown a little bit more :p Those deleted posts are actually the nicest ones that I could ever write but perhaps it's kinda different with my visions right now so I'm going to start again and write stuffs that mean something for me like fashions, music, my favorite bands, my thoughts, my life experience, mysteries ( I like this one ), my visions, my activities, and blah blah blah . I hope I can make a great blog that's so represent me. And I'm looking forward to your comments. Your contribution is really worth for me. Thanks for visiting thesupermercia! Enjoy :)

Messed up?

Messed up.

There are a lot of things that not going good in life. Some of  people just let it be and some work so hard for it. But the question is "Do we really know how to deal with those stuffs?"

I am still a teenager and yes, I will always be. We are so full of questions and need great answers even sometimes we don't get it. Don't worry, we'll find them later.

One basic thing that you should know is bad things happen for a reason. That's the law. Just wait till the reason show up and *poop* you'll understand why. 

I have been through a lot of bad stuffs in my 19th years old life. Maybe not that much actually but already makes me learn enough how to deal with life. 

The key is be patient. I know this sound silly and you guys might say "please, we do it everyday" but this is really work! There's no such thing about having the problem solved in a minute after it happened. That sounds worse that be patient. Being patient means being good, and you'll get a reward for it. Then your reward is your key to happiness and better living. 

And don't forget to be nice to those who hurts you, that's the best revenge everrrrrr. And it works, indeed. Every nice people will be always fine, just wait for the time.

My Creations

p.s. : I made some of them by helps from mac application. not all by myself though :D

A step for a brighter future

Someday, somewhere,and sometime, we all are going to feel like "Hey, this is my time to be more mature and better." But don't you know that once you think about this, there's no turning back and no a good ending?

Why?
It's natural action of thinking actually. Human never feels satisfied, right? We always try and try to be the best but we always feel there's someone actually much better than we do. So, we will always strive to giving all our best which means neverending.

But, this thing is so goood too, to be honest and even way too obsessive sometimes. Why? Because we can take a deeper look at our-self and start digging to find what we actually have. Then we develop it to be something useful later. We search for the best of our-self and giving it all to another people. This is naturally great and so called introspection.

We also have to take a look what we've done before. Nobody's perfect, right? People make mistakes and maybe at past times, we did a lot of silly and stupid things that hurt somebody else but we didn't even notice. This is the time to fix everything up. Examine your habits and attitude first. Don't make mistakes for twice. Once is enough.

This introspection and motivation thingy is a great step for a brighter future. But do not only think, action is more needed.


Sincerely, Mercia.